Saturday, November 21, 2009

Another day has gone
I’m still all alone
How could this be
You’re not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart
But you are not alone

’lone, ’lone
Why, ’lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I’ll come runnin’
And girl you know that I’ll be there
I’ll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart

For you are not alone...

//just for a girl i love.

Friday, November 20, 2009

one shot
one blow.
so what for tomorrow?
painful and rough path i gotta go thru now.

i reach out my hand to you
but you aint there anymore.

ah ma,rest in peace.


agib is feeling very exhausted.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

two woman i love most now.
i've lost everything about them
my mum and mich.

i've let her down,i broke her trust,she never expect me to be like this and so much stuffs.
went on and one.
i lost her.i still praying that she will come back around soon.
she gotta erase me soon enough.
i destroy our happiness with my own hand when i actually love her.
the future i plan which include her is gone.
damn agib.
she was always there for me.she was just right in front of me but i pushed her away.
i'm sorry.

mummy love me and dote on me.
i hurt her with my words,my flare,my violence.
first time i did all this.
she hasn't been talking to me for two weeks.


what wrong with me?
i hurt them with my everything.
i misses them alot.
there is no more way out for me.
friends think i ain't the same anymore.
the madness is so intolerable.
i love you mum.same to mich.

Thursday, November 5, 2009


should i just turn my back and walk away with my heavy heart?
if that could be easy,i would be doing that for you.
i know what on your mind now.
yet i keep on lying to myself time again and again.
before i do that,i would want very much to see you last time and
there telling you everything that has been weighing on my mind.
i love you and i know is gotta be difficult path for me now and then.
i have to do it though is gotta be very painful things for me.
cos i never want to hold on to you when you ain't happy like this.
i never wan continue seeing you in a confused state.
no more pressure for you anymore.
i wanna ease your burden cos you will never need to carry more than that.
i still kneel down and say a prayer and hoping that we won be in this state.
but is in vain.
i tried everything to make you happy.
now i am telling myself this...
"you have tried your best.though you failed but at least you did
put in effort by doing everything to make her smile"

baby,i'm sorry for everything.
is hurt.
you will be happy this way?

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

what i can do to gain your forgiveness?
i love you all along.
is no lies.
no sorry can ever help.
i tried all ways.
there's nothing i wouldn't do for you.
let's start all over again please.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

i'm sorry.
i need you back in my life every now and then.

Monday, October 12, 2009


She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no